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Mariana

by Raynefall

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Stranded 04:23
I was never promised it'd be easy But why'd it have to be so damn hard These were gonna be the glory days Don't know what happened to get me this far Where did the time go When did I veer this far off course I'm not saying goodbye Oh, I'll meet you in the next life I'm not saying goodbye Even if I'm stranded on this isle alone I'll wade into the waves if I must See if the water gets rough Should I end up washed ashore I'll dive in again, again, again I was never promised calmer waters But I'm still surprised as the wind howls A summer storm is brewing on the ocean It's dive deep or get swept away now I've got the courage to go I'll remember the ones that I've known I'm not saying goodbye Oh, I'll meet you in the next life I'm not saying goodbye Even if I'm stranded on this isle alone I'll wade into the waves if I must See if the water gets rough Should I end up washed ashore I'll dive in again, again, again
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Sea Glass 04:05
I hate it when you apologize 'Cause I know I owe you the "I'm sorry" I hold so tight I forget it can break I miss you after our goodbyes But I don't know what to say when I see you A sobering quiet while I wait (Ooh, while I wait) ... We built cities together I don't want them to crumble apart We've written stories together The ink stained on my heart You deserve the world And sometimes, all I am is the empty sea But I thank Poseidon every day that you see something in me We laughed and cried when we were kids It's changed a lot, but I still call you family A bond so strong it'll never break Nothing lasts forever But that might not be such a bad thing I'm proud of the paths we chose to take (Oh, we chose to take, we chose) We built cities together I don't want them to crumble apart We've written stories together The ink stained on my heart You deserve the world And sometimes, all I am is the empty sea But I thank Poseidon every day that you see something in me
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High Tide 04:22
It's strange how after we're lost, we know how to find our way home Can't blame the seasons for changing We all get used to doing what we're told Break the cycle or love your ways But choose to swim against the waves Take the time to feel the change But wake up from what mustn't be the same The high tide rolls in while I'm hyper-focused On what I know I can create Parts of my world crumble, while others skim the surface With the skies that they can scrape They can scrape Sunlight burns And sunlight gives the summer worth Overwhelmed And restless yet for more to unearth Let the waves break over me Let the waves break over me Let the waves break over me The high tide rolls in while I'm hyper-focused On what I know I can create Parts of my world crumble, while others skim the surface With the skies that they can scrape The high tide rolls in while I'm firing on all of my cylinders, I'm burnt out Starting to have higher standards Take nothing less than perfect I wouldn't have it any other way Any other way
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Hold on, slow down It's all going too fast Gotta sort through what I have (I'll take it with me) Basement lights blink Just as they always have Maybe they always will, woah (I guess I'll never know) Remember where we're from And remember where we're headed Rest those tired eyes my love Your memories are in a box for safekeeping Should we see the sun rise I'll follow you to where you're going Don't know how to deal With what's thrown at me I guess I'll write a song (It's all I know) Act like it's all fine Someone has to And you're going through enough, woah I've leaned on you before Please, I'm trying to let you lean on me Rest those tired eyes my love Your memories are in a box for safekeeping Should we see the sun rise I'll follow you to where you're going Rest those tired eyes my love Your memories are in a box for safekeeping Should we see the sun rise I'll follow you to where you're going
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Dark Refuge 04:16
You are poison in the water Washing over me You have sunken our vessel Tainting memories Oh, I will seek out what I need now A safe place to hide Oh, I will search through where I sleep now On the ocean floor (I left you for your own good, your own good) (Too dark for me to find you, to find you) I left you for your own good Nothing lost the ocean should be Too dark for me to find you Ooh, the abyss makes refuge Ooh, the abyss makes refuge You are ice in my lungs Taking shorter breaths You devise your perfect plans To make the cold sting more I left you for your own good Nothing lost the ocean should be Too dark for me to find you Ooh, the abyss makes refuge I refuse to do what you would I'll go on to carve a new Beginning for me without you Ooh, the abyss takes perfect hold
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Depth 04:09
Repeat, repeat the same days, the same mistakes, and the same vices Give in to the thrall (The thrall) Delete, delete anything that makes me question my choices ‘Til I'm nothing at all (At all) I'm left to wonder Have I lost myself My nature asunder Is there any depth I act on instinct Animal intent Is my character still distinct Is there any Depth I'm left to wonder Have I lost myself My nature asunder Is there any depth I act on instinct Animal intent Is my character still distinct Is there any Is there any Depth
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Leviathan 04:08
In the dark It’s there in the dark In the dark Teach me to swallow the ocean whole Tell me why your hunger grows You're there in the dark Dark muse in my art In the dark (Leviathan) Teach me to swallow the ocean whole Tell me why your hunger grows You're there in the dark Dark muse in my art In the dark
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Mariana 05:40
It’s not a place that’s familiar But it’s better than drowning Let me escape, going deeper Now it’s all or nothing It’s the unknown that’s alluring Be it sainthood or sinning Hold your breath for me, I’m coming down, coming down, coming down Mariana I'm in the danger zone Getting sick of the devil I know Mariana Your quiet company Thinking maybe it’s better beneath (Time to find out if there’s any depth) (Time to find out what’s below hell) I freely let you take me, Mariana Let the world devour where I’ve come from Send my regards to the rescue crew I can see your monsters, Mariana They look miles better than the others And it seems they like me too I’ll tell you when to stop, when to stop, oh For now just let me fall, let me fall, let go I freely let you take me, Mariana Upward means nothing to me now Mariana I'm in the danger zone Getting sick of the devil I know Mariana Your quiet company Thinking maybe it’s better beneath
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Up There 06:13
I’ve seen it to the end Don’t let me leave you, no I can’t help but think i might (Losing control over what i do) But you tell me not to fret I wanna believe you, oh I promise I’ll be alright (I swear I’ll do it if only for you) I want to be up there Where the cypress trees and the iris flowers Feel the wind on their leaves I want to be somewhere Where the tide is low and the grass is green Do you think I could find this place with you (Standing in the sun brighter skies with you) (Leave the ocean behind when I'm with you) I've sunk below the tide I keep the abyss with me now Help me merge dark and light (Losing myself until i found you) But you've pulled me to the other side Helping to parse what I've found There's meaning in every sky (Days go by but I come back to you) I want to be up there Where the cypress trees and the iris flowers Feel the wind on their leaves I want to be somewhere Where the tide is low and the grass is green Do you think I could find this place with you Take me up Take me up, up Take me up Maybe I’ll see up there In a fleeting dream not too far from now Or maybe it’s even real Something will change in me I won’t feel alone when I’m out at sea I know the sky waits for me Something will change in me Something will change Something will change

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released June 5, 2022

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Raynefall New York, New York

Hi! I'm an independent vocalist and producer. I'm passionate about telling a story and expressing emotion with my music, especially through aspects beyond the lyrics. Though I make electronic music, I draw inspiration from genres ranging from dubstep to classical choral music. Thanks for stopping by and listening!
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